Is this bad what my ex just told me...? Idc what she thinks but now im embarred and hurt?

after ignoring eachother for weeks after we broke up we started talkin again and the past nights she was talking lovey dovey on the phone with me and yesterday i asked her if she was datin this kid shes talkin to and she said no he hasnt talked to her in a while and i was like ok cuz if u were i dont wanna talk to u like that ever again when ur datin someone. so the next day i explained why i was upset cuz i thot she was datin him, and she said well fine wish granted u dont have to talk to me and i called back like 5 times and texted 5 times and she answered and was crying and was so upset but wouldnt tell me so i was tellin her im there for her and im sorry and i care for her and that she needs to relax all day and call me when she wants. so she doesnt talk to me alllll day, calls me at night, we talk, dont flirt at all, its like shes changed or somethin, and talk about how we met and i was tellin her how cute she was and i was glad i met her and she started saying "yeh i thot u looked really weird, u were a shrimp cuz u were small for ur age and i was hoping u wouldnt talk to me and when u started flirting with me i was like damet! haha" and i was like wow... and later down the road what happened, and she said "we fell in love" and i was like yeh... then she went to sleep. that pisses me off...that really hurt my feelings i dont even wanna talk to her anymore...**** i wasnt good enuf for her then she can go find herself a hotter guy then that really hurt me when she said that. when we used to date and talk about how we met shed say how cute i was and wanted to meet me more and now she says this... wtf?